another eventful night with the cops.
then a random kick ass.. tuesday? monday? someday night.
[[epic]] high five to strangers inviting strangers who invite their friends to parties.

also.
why isnt anyone taking my extra Justice ticket?
its JUSTiCE.
it shouldnt be this difficult to give away.

but alas, i have completed some new years resolutions,
so, go kween b go.

i'm so lame..
its sexy.


townhouse to myself for the next weeeeeek!
underwear party at my crib. obvi.

oh, little neglected livejournal..


new resolution.. takin the top spot..
MOVE OUT OF ViRGiNiA.
whats up, oregon.

someone has bought BAPES at a thrift store.

thats big enough for me to stop by our EVERY DAY.
until i find my own pair.

wish me luck.

whoa. longgg time
didnt see that coming. HAH.
anyway
whatsnoo wit me.
uhm, new job, new hair, new shoes, new favorite movie.
i got a lot of goals this year, let me list them for you!
a. re-do room, make new furniture to suit what i need to get done
b. take back my sewing machine from my parents and get back into fashion
c. rock the casbah
d. get a new, better, more[[or an]] art job
e. save save save money..
f. ..learn to skateboard[[whats up, resolution 07]]
g. further my education. haha
h. research//find a shop//be a tattoo apprentice
i. get a tattoo
j. not give in to smoking AFTER drinking
*
the more goals, the more likely i'll achieve one of em.
sooooooooooo, thats it i think.
maybe
k. eat at more buffets
.. that seems good



*list subject to change.

actually, the title says it all.

i got yelled at by an old, FAT, ugly, lady today
i said "JESUS! Penelope, your tummy is HUUUGE" [[..shes pregnant, not fat]]
someone said something jokingly, to which the old fatty contributed honestly,
"you shouldnt say that, you wouldnt be yellin out  mohammads name"
i was stunned. terrified. i wanted to say much more than "yeah, i guess i could have, actually"
but, i need this job..

case in point.
i hate old women.
still.
not surprising.

it's all good, i got to draw on the windows at work.. its going really well
i'll get pictures and post as i complete it.
i hope its not too offensive to any ol' bats.

.. .. ..
love,
bianca!

i got my septum pierced!!
now i'm struggling to flip up side down.. should've gotten the bigger ring : /
hop ei can do it before i see my parents//BOSS.

actually, i really hope it straightens out..

dear journal,

its snowing!
..
my baby cant drive in the snow. i'm very worried.
and i frustrated. as i cant go more than like 10 mph.
and i still lose traction.

done some xmas shopping.. still have MUCH to go.
haha, not really.
i'm not buying anyone anything, lets be serious
i'm BROKE.

i had something interesting, but i cant think of it..
hopefully the snow clears and its back to awkward global warming degrees of 55 in decemeber..

sooo, i've rediscovered i have a digital camera.


i think i update this too often. how sad, right?

my tummy hurts..
i've been sick for months.
i typically feel alright once a week.
i'm always tired.
i'm bored..of everything.
i want to move and get away from this life i've created
in this city that i cant stand.

i probably shouldnt have moved out so soon.. but, i would've been at a different level of insanity at home, i guess..
i'd have a lot more money, though.
.. .. ..
indecisive.
i feel so.. drained, gross, lazy, kinda just.. unhappy.
lets be serious, i dont like who i am right now.
i've never been able to stick to a goal or get near achieving it.
i give up on everything and just start something new.
i havent even finished kingdom hearts!
i cant keep my mind motivated on one subject for too long
be it a person, place, or thing..eventually i'll grow to seriously dislike it.


maybe i need to be a race car driver.
that would be awesome..

i never want to be stuck in a cave.

also, pf changs is really disappointing.

another gross thing i should have never eaten.


a cuddle fish.
in the words of steph, i "ate something that likes to cuddle"
i'm a horrible person, haha.
heres something else you should never eat:

baby octopus.

i've learned a very important lesson in all this
cute things do not taste good.
watch out, vampire bats..
ew. i cant even begin to think of trying to eat that.
i'm going vegetarian.

so, let me update you on my life..

last night i began to think i have some serious social issues, cause i swear i can only count up a handful of people who i wouldn't consider crazy. or at least, a handful of people i like to hang out with[[what up, steph!]].
i felt like almost everyone was being so lame.

and i'm right.

now, theres nothing like hanging out with drunk people to feel loved,
so, i ended up at a hotel party.. sorry you're welcome for all the drunk text messages.
point is, i don't have issues. some people just over-react to some petty shit.
everyone's gotta chill out.. .. i need some new friends.

oh, i got pulled over at one point in the night and i'm pretty sure the conversation went something like:
copper : "do you know why i pulled you over?"
me        : "was iiiiit, that u-turn?"
copper : "now, i see you got 6 points on your license, so i'"
me        : "JEEZ. SiX POiNTS?! thats no good, dude."
copper : "so i'm letting you off with a warning, be safe"
me        : "dude, thanks so much, you rock.. dude." followed by chuckin up a deuce and sayin, "peace".

then i had to do several more illegal u-turns to find the hotel.

dear journal,

work was alright,
i got my ears flushed, its as gross as it sounds.
i got a flu shot.. and sandwiches.

want some serious blogging?
i want to understand more about people, in general.
people are so unpredictable, you think you can guess what they're saying,
but everything i think of you is probably not right.
can't everything be more obvious.
no, you're right, theres no fun in that.
LAME.

..
oh yeah, i washed my hair today. finally. hahah

so, this probably wont go very far.
..
todays updates:

i have an inner ear infection. it sucks.

thats it.